184/366; So for today, i didn’t take a picture instead i decided to do a little bit of a bestfriend appreciation collage. I really do love these people, although the love may not be returned ;) After a crazy Junior year i couldn’t ask for more in bestfriends without them i don’t exactly know how i would have ended up after everything that happened. I want to thank them for sticking with me through my drama, breakdowns, anger, anxiety & everything else that overall makes me a completely unbearable person they didn’t need to stick around but they did and for that i’m eternally grateful. They don’t completely understand that sincerity that is in this paragraph, but i’m being 100% that without them not only would i be lost but, i would be in a really bad emotional, mental and physical state. I want them to know that even with all my stubbornness, complexity, annoyances, arrogance, cockiness and overall behaviour that it means so much that they put up with it and then even with all that i’m glad they haven’t given up on me, trust me.. i know i can be a huge pain in the ass. Melissa, i’ve known practically my whole life and it’s amazing that we’ve only really become good friends in the past year but the thought that she’s practically seen me grow up means to me more than anything she’s literally ALWAYS been there. Raquel, i feel like we’ve always been friends from the moment she came to the school i feel like even if we weren’t bestfriends we never really lost touch at all, and i feel like she completely understands me in a way, maybe it’s the whole Libra thing ;) and because of that i feel closer to her than anything. Daniel, is my friend completely by accident but surprisingly it was a great accident because out of everyone i’ve ever met he’s never really judged me for anything i’ve done. He’s always been constantly supportive and i give him a lot of hell, believe me. Vince is my boyfriend so that’s a little biased as it is. :) But besides that he’s made me realize something from everything that we’ve experienced since we’ve known eachother and now that we’re together i’m still shocked that he would even bother to commit to someone as insecure and ignorant as me. He makes me a better person because he, himself is the nicest person i’ve ever met. He has such a good soul and he’s always stuck by me even when i hated his guts, even when his exgirlfriend made me hate him, even when i was with another guy, even when at the beginning of our relationship i didn’t care and even now when he knows how hopeless i am but he doesn’t leave & i love him for it. Cassandra, i can’t even describe the serious of love i have for this girl she puts up with my shit constantly, she tells me everything honestly and it just so happens both our exbestfriends happen to be the same person. i feel like Cassandra just listens, and i feel like i take her for granted sometimes because of that. I care about her more than anything and i don’t think she realizes it. Even when i make the wrong choices she just wants me to be happy i mean let’s not think back to a certain relationship but even when she didn’t approve she still let me go through with it, and i should listen to her more often so i don’t make mistakes like that. She’s my bestfriend and i don’t think she completely gets what the word means and how completely honest i am when i say it.
WOOOW THIS IS REALLY LONG SORRY GUYS IGNOOOOREEE> :D